Thursday 12 December 2013

The excitement…

To each his own and with each one of us You communicate in a different way, creating a different feeling, a vibe unique to our souls to such a degree that it creates goose bumps that ripples right through to our flesh.

 
To me that vibe is excitement.
 
You get me all excited when I see a group perform a song to You in all their unique glory. A group of individuals that have found the gift You have placed within them and ran with it. The beauty of what You created is magnificently exciting!
The excitement I feel when I see a woman, complete in who she is – with a nose ring that draws attention to the fleshly beauty that You created.
The excitement I feel when I think about the future You have created for me. The potential it holds and that I myself can run with it.
The excitement and amazement that boggles my mind when I think of how perfectly in sync and to the last detail you plan meetings. “Chance meetings” where two people start a life-long journey in front of you.

 
And this excitement is perfect.
 
I know, because it takes away my appetite, it makes me feel beautiful, it gets me to a point where I can’t sit still and I just want to sing and dance and write…and be!
 
I know Your peace surpasses all understanding, but above all, Your excitement fills my whole soul with such vibrations that I can FEEL Your breathe within me! And I can see You smile and laugh out loud when You share a moment like this with one of your children. It's when they share in an emotion so intense that it comes close to the archetypical emotion that You Yourself created and experience.
 

Monday 11 March 2013

"Go"

Oh, what a privilege!

What a blessing to be able to stand before you and sing... there is absolutely no greater joy on the earth! Thank you God! Thank you for giving me this huge privilege! For allowing me to come before You...especially in a time during which the waters of life are raging in a storm around me.

Never before have I felt so complete in a moment. It was a heart’s desire fulfilled beyond what I could ever have expected. And somehow it feels like I’ve only touched the dream. I pray that this was the start, the “go” that I have been waiting for....

Tuesday 5 March 2013

Recklessly hopeful -

– because Your persistent whisper is that of a calling that is so passionately pressed unto my soul, so forcefully strong, so deeply planted and irrefutable pressing that it hurts! But it fuels my faith…
…a seeking singer…
 
A dreaming soldier with a hesitant smile.

Wednesday 20 February 2013


Psalm 126 verse 5 & 6

"Those who cry as they plant crops will SING at harvest time..."
 
"So those who went off with heavy hearts will come home laughing, with armloads of blessing."
 
I thank you God for allowing these trails to pass our way, because I have asked You for strength. I have begged You to allow Your warrior to stand up in times when she stares fear right in the face.

Day-by-day, hour-by-hour I grasp Your authority within me more and more.

This worshipping warrior is giving an resounding "Amen!" to Your calling upon her life...there will be singing...