Amidst the fight: a plea

I started writing this blog after my first major test. Since then I had to face 2 other major tests. The former of which I am ashamed to say had me on anti-depressants for 6 months. My faith was like the tides. Some days strong, some days I was barely moving. And now - we are in month 6. And test #4 is well on it's way. Bigger than any one before. Part of me gets angry and relies on:
 

 

2 Tim 4: 1

"I solemnly charge you in the presence of God

and of Christ Jesus,

who is to judge the living and the dead,

and by His appearing and His kingdom."

 

But I know that God is trying, begging these people to also do what is right. This is God's cause. His fight and his victory. I am honoured to be standing with Him on this battlefield. That He uses me and that I have His word of "peace in the land of my enemies".

 

So I will be still within my faith.

 

My Father, I beg of you to restore me.

To renew me.

And to give to me Your Peace.

Do not allow them to steel from your child.